sinking deep

sometimes i feel like he's not that eager for us to be together. comfortable na sha with the way things are going right now pero i feel otherwise. I still would want us to be together soonest! i want to ask him about his plans but he's not that type of person. i cannot force him to build plans just because i want to hear about it. he takes each day one day at a time and that's also what i do but sometimes i wanted to picture that day when we'll be together and i feel like i'm the only looking forward to that day. i'm still waiting and holding on. i just feel like im the one holding on tighter... much tighter.

haaaay!

it's been a long time since i last posted. wala rin namang nakakabasa nito. hehehe.. anyway.. it's been four months since my honey has been away. i must say, it was really tough. 9 more months to go. haaay! seems so near yet so far. sometimes im ok. sometimes i find myself missing him so much. actually, lagi ko naman shang namimiss eh pero meron pa rin times that i lose breath just by thinking na we're so far away from each other. i try to be strong. i try to go on with life. in the meantime.. i still find myself counting..