sinking deep

sometimes i feel like he's not that eager for us to be together. comfortable na sha with the way things are going right now pero i feel otherwise. I still would want us to be together soonest! i want to ask him about his plans but he's not that type of person. i cannot force him to build plans just because i want to hear about it. he takes each day one day at a time and that's also what i do but sometimes i wanted to picture that day when we'll be together and i feel like i'm the only looking forward to that day. i'm still waiting and holding on. i just feel like im the one holding on tighter... much tighter.