lost

What do you do when you suddenly lose the zest to do anything? When everything else seems gloomy and yet you don't know what the problem is?

I am lost.

I have a lot of things to be happy and grateful for. Yet I still manage to make myself depressed. I think my heart is already charging me for all the foolish things I did. It's payback time I guess. Or maybe that's not it. Maybe there are other things which I'm not aware of that's causing me to feel this way. I really don't know.

How I wish I can undergo the memory-erasing treatment similar to that of "Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind" movie.

Or use ctrl+alt+del. Reboot. Restart. Save the changes? No.